"the greatest mystery is not that we have been flung at random among the profusion of the earth and the galaxy of stars, but that in this prison we can fashion images of ourselves sufficiently powerful to deny our nothingness." andre malraux

Ramblings

Sunday, 22 November 2009

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    From A Late Night High Rise
    By Matthew Ryan
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    (i need to) i'll see you soon.

    there's a hollow spot next to my waist, empty now like the phantom limb i want to wrap around you, but can't find. there are corners of my apartment that whisper to me, and i go crazy picking up the strands of you that i've kept, and you've left, like a bread crumb trail to what was once just a good daydream... and now is more real than we had the days for. i hate finding you here, because i want you here, and all that's left is the residue, and emptiness. like the hole in me, because my heart has just landed in nyc, and i'm stuck here, trying to figure out which side of the bed to ly on when you're not here to hold. parts of me sink when planes land.
    you are real, and i am real empty since you blew me a kiss.

Monday, 16 November 2009

Friday, 13 November 2009

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    Burn the Maps
    By The Frames
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    4 people observed

    four people stand around drinking a homebrew. and the homebrew is all they have in common.
    one constantly interrupts with his right to be a freak, with his fire-breathing friends and history of the outlaw world. another waits for a moment to speak, and in that moment goes on for lengths about how it must seep for so long to be so good. then she interrupts him, and being his girl, he shuts up, let's her comment on a not-burning leaf and homegrown tobacco. i, well i observe, and speak only when given the chance to bring up my her. which isn't often in a crowd that only cares to talk.
    they all want to speak and they all fight for space to be heard. they all have great things they've done. but me, i've only observed, and i only have a great love. i want to tell all of you about her, but i'd rather listen in the back of my mind, and silently think of you.
    people talk too much, and feel too little.
    but i wonder if i don't love you too much to be so quiet.
    but i know what i'd say if they gave me the chance to speak.

    i'd love to talk as much as they do, but i'd be talking about my love.

Saturday, 07 November 2009

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • Currently
    The National
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    the waitress

    She stands in prelude
    under overhang,
    behind the rain,
    hands sunk in
    the buried treasure
    of warm pockets;
    while she waits
    (like stars on a rainy night,
    for a wish to dry them)
    for time to fetch her love.

    The drips and drops
    like curtains
    keep out a sunny day.
    And hope drives slow
    in the rain.
    But she waits,
    either way, eyes closed,
    for something to reach out
    from this pouring down life,
    for someone to touch her. 
    She remembers birthday candles
    spent on ponies...
    and pretty dresses
    she'll end up wearing
    under an overhang
    behind the rain,
    waiting
    by the side of the road
    for life to pick her up.

     

    ©d.m.riggs.'09.

Thursday, 22 October 2009

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    Silent Alarm
    By Bloc Party
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    solved.

    there are books stacked like facts
    on the case i built against just this.
    now exposed in the new-moon-light of a bad lamp
    but the dust is a hung jury in a torpid room
    like morning fog and the verdict on shooting stars.
    there's a judge with glass in hand, standing
    in a stupor like the smoke of a dying cigarette.

    he clears his throat...

    "surprise in slow-motion is disbelief,
    and hope is the blinding eclipse.
    but i must admit to this...
    she solved my rubick's cube."

     

    ©d.m.riggs.'09.

     

    (i want real criticism on this. i like where it's going, but i don't think it sits just right yet. and if it did it'd be really good. let me know.)

Sunday, 18 October 2009

  • Currently
    Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
    By Smashing Pumpkins
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    breaching

    i reach out for her in the wilderness of the first cold night and it's like reaching for the stars with mere human arms, all i catch is space and a cold, like reaching the ends of the earth, where i tumble off forthwith, into the abysmal bliss of my mind's blackhole. i reach out for a pen, for a doorknob, standing in a five minute hallway, hoping maybe i can write my way through a wormhole and warm myself, even just my hands in your pockets.

    i reach out for words, but it seems tonight my words must reach out themselves, for more meaning. morose just seems moreso of what was, and always is is something new now that you are. everything has that crisp chill of a new dollar bill, unspent and yet unsaved, sitting here feeling that peculiarly wintry thrill of being the only thing left standing; everything in the still of the night but the bright of my now wild eyes, beguiled, like a child's, staring at a pair of breasts.

    you see, the cold reaches out and wrests words from my mind, wrests the poet from a summer slumber. i reach out and lay beckett on the table, (let him stay there.) and i reach out for her hand. can a divorce be reconciled with an open marriage? can i hold two hands? i close my eyes, and i reach out into the wilderness of the first cold night.

    ...

    i reach out for another smoke, and another drink, double-fisting my drugs, double-taking love. it's a draft that gives me cold feet. but it's what she whispers in my ear, that keeps you warm.

     

    ©d.m.riggs.'09.

     

    not just for a ccw prompt.

Friday, 16 October 2009

  • Currently
    Lucero
    By Lucero
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    relating

    they say men are from mars,
    women from venus.
    i don't know what that means,
    but i know
    you are out of this world,
    but still a girl (by which i mean crazy).
    and i am a god,
    still a boy (by which i mean dumb).
    they can say what they say.
    we will be what we will be,
    and me and you,
    we will be more...

     

    ©d.m.riggs.'09.

     

    let's forgive that you are crazy,
    and forget that i am dumb.
    let's be crash test dummies.
    they did at some point make a lot of money.

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

  • Currently
    The Fragile
    By Nine Inch Nails
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    to my midnight rainbow

    because it's ridiculous,
    because it's melodramatic,
    and possibly emo,
    because i can, and will, and am.

    because it's raining,
    and i do love to fall asleep to the rain...

    because i want to be the fool
    for you.

    i'm wasting all their time
    to read this,
    a not-even-poem,
    just so i can tell you
    i love you.

     

    ©d.m.riggs.'09.

Sunday, 11 October 2009

d_m_riggs

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hmmm...

  • "(he) had been born...in the years when children still had to learn by heart the thirteen reasons for using a capital letter. to these he had added one more of his own, which was that he would, in all circumstances, do exactly what he wished."macado fernandez

Pulse

bookwormish

murphy -- samuel beckett...\ a hero of our time -- mikhail lermontov...\ dune -- frank herbert...\ fight club -- chuck palahniuk...\ fear and loathing in las vegas -- hunter s. thompson...\ the book of illusions -- paul auster...\ the raw shark texts -- steven hall...\ something happened -- joseph heller...\ wolf -- jim harrison...\ post office -- charles bukowski...\ the city of dreaming books -- walter moers...\ the cement garden -- ian mcewan...\ the stuff of thought -- steven pinker...\ notes from underground -- fyodor dostoevsky...\ steppenwolf -- hermann hesse...\ existentialism and human emotion -- jean-paul sartre...\ the other -- david guterson...\ love and garbage -- ivan klima....\ the family of pascual duarte -- camilo jose cela...\ blind willow, sleeping woman -- haruki murakami...\ snow -- orhan pamuk...\ celluloid cowboy -- scott c. rogers...\ the room -- ray melnik...\ narcissus and goldmund -- hermann hesse...\ the book of revelation -- rupert thomson...\ love in the time of cholera -- gabriel garcia marquez...\ if on a winter's night a traveler -- italo calvino...\ white teeth -- zadie smith...\